Friday, June 19, 2009

Renewed Heart Ministries

Just wanted to share a really great website: Renewed Heart Ministries. Herb Montgomery is a pastor that gets it. I'll let his messages speak for themselves: http://www.renewedheartministries.com.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Growth

I love spring time. Despite it's dangers (pollen, poison ivy, and the allure of baby animals I don't have the time/room/money to care for), I truly enjoy seeing green, lush growth after the dreary brown, dormant scenery of winter.

Spring reminds me of the seasons of growth I'm continually going through as a person and as a child of God. All I can say is I'm glad God's not through with me yet. I've been struggling... more often than not... for as long as I can remember. God has granted me triumphs and given me great blessings that I don't deserve, and yet I still feel like I'm waging a continual uphill battle.

I've been trying to pair my worries with praises...to remind myself despite what I'm facing, God has always seen me through.

Frustrations at work. But thank God for work!

Worries about money. But thank God for work and for keeping me healthy so I don't miss work!

Unresolved pain and bitterness about my mom. But thank God for granting me understanding and hope in the future -- being reunited with mom in heaven, one day experiencing the fullness of motherhood myself.

Ugh-ness. Amen!

Haha. Still a work in progress, as you can see!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Sermon Video

This is a sermon I gave at my church (Canton Adventist Church) on 4/4/2009.

The audio is HIDEOUS at the beginning,
but it gets better once my dear hubby brings me a working microphone.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

brainstorming...

I've started working on my sermon and I'm feeling a little better about it. I won't feel good about it until I've finalized it though...my mind can't rest knowing I've got something important coming up.

I've decided my sermon is going to be entitled "Bringing Heaven to Earth." I've got some really good quotes and some exciting concepts going through my head that I hope I can communicate clearly and effectively. Despite how much I hate seeing videos of myself, I'm going to have Drew run our video camera this weekend and I'll post the resulting video on here for those of you who wish you could be there but can't. :)

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

what was i thinking?

so...i'm scheduled to "preach" at my church next weekend...

i kind of have an idea of what i want to say...

but what was i thinking?

i'm 25. i have no theological training. i'm not a "good" christian. who would want to hear me speak? i don't feel qualified.

on the one hand, makes me really grateful to be a part of a church where everyone has value... including me.

on the other hand, they must be desperate for speakers.

i'm getting really nervous...

Monday, January 19, 2009

A Sermon I Heard from a "Heretic"

Despite the rather cheesy intro, the sermon is quite fantastic. Pastor Gary asks some really good questions that I would almost be afraid to ask in my own mind, let alone in front of a whole group of people. But I think they are valid questions. I could see how the questions he asks may make some people feel uncomfortable, but I think it's because they are hard questions that challenge the way we've always believed. But I think it is important to challenge and stretch what you believe in so that when it is really tested your faith will be as strong as can be. Check it out:

Friday, January 16, 2009

There is so much beauty in this world

There is so much beauty in this world...how much do you miss?

"Many a marketing survey has been conducted to gauge how presentation affects consumer perceptions of quality, and quite a few such surveys have found that people will frequently designate one of two identical items as being distinctly better than the other simply because it is packaged or presented more attractively. Might this same concept apply to fields outside of consumer products, such as the arts? Would, for example, people distinguish between a world-class instrumental virtuoso and an ordinary street musician if the only difference between them were the setting? These were questions tackled by Washington Post writer Gene Weingarten in 2007 when he enlisted renowned violinist Joshua Bell, a winner of the Avery Fisher Prize for outstanding achievement in classical music who regularly undertakes over 200 international engagements a year, to spend part of a morning playing incognito at the entrance to a Washington Metro station during a morning rush hour. Weingarten set up the event 'as an experiment in context, perception and priorities — as well as an unblinking assessment of public taste: In a banal setting at an inconvenient time, would beauty transcend?'

"So, on 12 January 2007, morning commuters passing through the L'Enfant Plaza Station of the subway line in Washington, D.C. were, without publicity, treated to a free mini-concert performed by violin virtuoso Joshua Bell, who played for approximately 45 minutes, performing six classical pieces during that span on his handcrafted 1713 Stradivarius violin (for which Bell reportedly paid $3.5 million). As Weingarten described the crux of the experiment:

Each passerby had a quick choice to make, one familiar to commuters in any urban area where the occasional street performer is part of the cityscape: Do you stop and listen? Do you hurry past with a blend of guilt and irritation, aware of your cupidity but annoyed by the unbidden demand on your time and your wallet? Do you throw in a buck, just to be polite? Does your decision change if he's really bad? What if he's really good? Do you have time for beauty? Shouldn't you? What's the moral mathematics of the moment?

"Three days earlier, Bell had played to a full house at Boston's Symphony Hall, where fairly good seats went for $100. But on this day he collected just $32.17 for his efforts, contributed by a mere 27 of 1,097 passing travelers. Only seven people stopped to listen, and just one of them recognized the performer.

"The Washington Post won a Pulitzer in the feature writing category for Gene Weingarten's April 2007 story about this experiment."

Read this story at Snopes.com: http://www.snopes.com/music/artists/bell.asp

To read Gene Weingarten's article, entitled Pearls Before Breakfast click here.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

A Disconnected World

How many of your neighbors do you know? Do you spend time with them? I know the names of maybe 4 of our neighbors. If I happen to see them when I'm leaving or returning, I might say "hi". The other day one of my dogs "ran" away next door when he heard people. Drew and I went over and talked for a good 30-45 minutes with them...something that wouldn't have happened unless we were chasing our run-away dog.

How many times have you brushed someone aside or only half listened to them because you were busy? You were playing a game, reading something, or watching a TV show, and you found your attention couldn't be averted fully away from what you were doing, even for just a few minutes, in order to connect with whoever it was that was seeking your attention.

How many meals have you eaten with another person without saying more than a few sentences? How many times have you ridden in the car with others and hardly said a word? How many times have you just failed to connect to other people in your world?

I'm sorry to admit that I have been guilty of not connecting. Time and time again. There have been times I'd rather send an email or a card than have a telephone conversation. There have been times I'd rather spend time alone than take the effort and time to listen or pay attention to someone else.

We are living in one of the most technologically advanced societies of the world. We have everything we need and most everything we want. We have every convenience and comfort we could dream of. We are blessed.

But we are disconnected. We have become a society of individuals. And this is tragic.

We are designed to be connected. We were designed to be connected to God, to our earth, to God's creatures, and to each other. But somehow it's become easier for us to function without the hassle of those connections. We're all about what's convenient and comfortable. If God works in ways that are inconvenient or uncomfortable for us, we turn against Him. We blame Him for upsetting our way of doing things. We don't respect Him. If something in our earth is inconvenient or uncomfortable, we "fix" it. We find a way to ignore it, change it, or replace it so that we can be comfortable again. We don't respect our earth. If one of God's creatures has made things inconvenient or uncomfortable for us, we kill it, abuse it, neglect it, abandon it, or drive it away. We don't respect the animals. And if someone doesn't fit our agenda and our time frame, we reject him or her, and expect to be understood as being busy or stressed. If a relationship no longer suits our wants or needs, we discard it.

What are the consequences of this attitude? We are disconnected. We are depressed. We are dysfunctional. We are destroying ourselves and everything around us.

I'm not okay with this. I'm vowing to make an effort to connect and to respect everyone and everything around me. I'm not connected and I'm going to change that. God help me.